crispy’s sweet cook

such a big decision to make….

next week want back taiping or not….

ady few week din back there….

every weeks give myself some reason (excuse) to not back home…

no,

I miss my home my family my mami so sos so much….

but it juz like some sort of guilty inside me

"dont back… U din study yet… dont back…. u juz waste ur time to sit on d coach n watching television program in ur home…. don back…. U’ll be kicing out from d college if u don stay n study…. dont back dont back…."

d previous previous previous week din bek is bcoz It’s juz ntg la… juz bek from taiping at d previous previous previous previous week ma.

d previous previous week din bek is bcoz mami ask me to not bek taiping so much….

she said waste money wohh….

d previous week dont back is bcoz mid-autumn festival…

so busy…want to do all d preparation of d exhibition things (*if u know my exhibition board is d most plain board among our exhibition counter… U’ll know I’m such a "undecorationable" ppl…but it’s still ok la…at least I know lantern festival not equal to tanglung festival after all) then very unlucky, I met all d ppl who back hometown b4 I go to tutorial room…

then then feel so bad when I teringat mami r sick dat time…..

it’s jus like nothing going well….

then I almost cried for 45 minutes in tutorial room…

then straightly went to sell tanglung…. ( but at last d selling things had been cancelled)

fine…

it’s 4 our chinese ppl… so nevermind la…. mami oso recorver liao….

dis week din back bcoz got moral project to pass up two more days….

ewhh….

din start yet also…..

nobody start it….

and I need to be the one….

but I juz hate to searching all d data la…..

such a tiring things……

next week got d workshop…. somekind like teach u how to answer 4 d physics subject….

I dont like dis kind of things….

n I aint sure it really help d student or juz d spotted question…

if just spot question…

I’m better not going there….

I dowan rely on it….

I know it’s quite silly to absent d workshop la….

but nothing la…..

my study style still ok wert…

I juz need sometime to read more…..

so….

want beck or not….

if not,

I need to wait 4 one months more….

so…??

back or not??

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