crispy’s sweet cook

wat happen.???

look like most of my friends around me just become so unwell recently…..

all become abnormal….

wat happen to siew siew family..???????

steve…now stuck in his SIPMA training reluctantly….

he is so worry about his study since he will have no time to prepare for our final exam…

but wat to do??

he is the only one who r involved in it…

no others can 100% understand him… neither me….

I juz can help nothing….

henry now at teluk intan.his hometown….

I wonder wat he doing right now….

I think nothing bother him la…..

the worst thing he need to take care suppose to be me gua….

kekeke….

me alwiz be the one who caused most headache things to others one…

sow cheng….

now wif henry at teluk intan lorrr…

she is sick 4 a long long long period…

so worry about her….

then the other two chali’s angel ( sowcheng, hui fang n jia jie alwiz stick togather…. n they three r our chali’s angel)

hui fang n jia jie look like very tired this few days…

but still ok la….

this two is very tough one la…..

cute n tough la….

kah yik….. em….

disappear 4 such a long time…..

handsome but weird…

wat can I say…??

he is  so so so so weird….

jimmy is still going well….

got girlfriend take care is never be the same one….

siew ling pula….

I think she is going well la…..

she is lovely friend

happy go lucky….

siew ping now busy for the acoount things….

she juz recorver from ill…..

don sick anymore please…

she is too unenergetic in sick…..

caryn…..

juz wan to wish her bahagia….

me….

I juz wan back home….

so badly…..

wat happen to me??

such a big decision to make….

next week want back taiping or not….

ady few week din back there….

every weeks give myself some reason (excuse) to not back home…

no,

I miss my home my family my mami so sos so much….

but it juz like some sort of guilty inside me

"dont back… U din study yet… dont back…. u juz waste ur time to sit on d coach n watching television program in ur home…. don back…. U’ll be kicing out from d college if u don stay n study…. dont back dont back…."

d previous previous previous week din bek is bcoz It’s juz ntg la… juz bek from taiping at d previous previous previous previous week ma.

d previous previous week din bek is bcoz mami ask me to not bek taiping so much….

she said waste money wohh….

d previous week dont back is bcoz mid-autumn festival…

so busy…want to do all d preparation of d exhibition things (*if u know my exhibition board is d most plain board among our exhibition counter… U’ll know I’m such a "undecorationable" ppl…but it’s still ok la…at least I know lantern festival not equal to tanglung festival after all) then very unlucky, I met all d ppl who back hometown b4 I go to tutorial room…

then then feel so bad when I teringat mami r sick dat time…..

it’s jus like nothing going well….

then I almost cried for 45 minutes in tutorial room…

then straightly went to sell tanglung…. ( but at last d selling things had been cancelled)

fine…

it’s 4 our chinese ppl… so nevermind la…. mami oso recorver liao….

dis week din back bcoz got moral project to pass up two more days….

ewhh….

din start yet also…..

nobody start it….

and I need to be the one….

but I juz hate to searching all d data la…..

such a tiring things……

next week got d workshop…. somekind like teach u how to answer 4 d physics subject….

I dont like dis kind of things….

n I aint sure it really help d student or juz d spotted question…

if just spot question…

I’m better not going there….

I dowan rely on it….

I know it’s quite silly to absent d workshop la….

but nothing la…..

my study style still ok wert…

I juz need sometime to read more…..

so….

want beck or not….

if not,

I need to wait 4 one months more….

so…??

back or not??

kmpp pesta tanglung still have 54 hours to go…

cheer up…

it’s worthy…

(dat’s wat I tell myself to repress my grievance)

I know…

it’s all stupid things

stupid chinese….

sacrifice all the time n all the study…

ya…

so wat??

dat’s wat chinese used to be.n may b should be.

it’s juz stupid.

but syok n worthy.

dat’s o…

take a long time 2 watch o d post in feng feng’s blog…

at 1st wan go bilik tutoran study after I reply acap’s email…

then…..

aih…..

it’s quite a busy time 4 me recently…
n I think it’s juz such a terrible week 4 me…

first of all,
the chemistry test…
ew…
although it can be consider as the toughest quiz ever,
bt I really make a c2pid mistake in d test.
it’s about the geometry shape things.
the shape is supposed to be linear (180 degree) caused by the three lone pairs
bt after all I juz ignore o d lone pairs n put it as trigonal bypiramidal shape…
arrrrghhhhh….
I might need 2 resit d test la…
n I think it’s actlly d 1st time hanafi fall asleep n missed d chemist test…
everybody tension n stay up so late…
I must confessed dat I’m oso fall asleep in few of my lecture cls…

I have d moral test at d same day…
it’s juz some sortof history test…
n may b fond of d agama things la.
wif o d specific agama noun…
wow…
terrified…
n got subjective question..
wan tembak oso cant…
n v r given a passage…
v need to discuss about dat…
d passage is actually quite funny 1…
em…
but d story is suck la.
about a couple.
names lily n lobert.
they r in love.but stay at opposite side of a river which is full wif crocodile…
then 1 day lily n lobert have a date.
lily r going 2 cross d river wif savi’s boat.
lily wear a sexy clothes bcoz wan lobert think dat she is pretty n sexy…
n lily discovered dat siva look at her in hamsap punya way…
she felt dangerous.
but she really wan 2 cross d river.
then she met her fren, susan.
lily ask 4 sum advice,
but susan refuse to give it…
n then at last, lily take d boat.
sumthing happen ( u know…………… some sort of 18sx things)
siva ugut lily n said he will throw lily into d river n feed her 2 crocodile if she refuse 2 "serve" him.
siva oso promise dat he will fetch her 2 d opposite end of river after all,
desperately,
lily did it.
n then lily met lobert.
lily told lobert o of dat things.
lobert felt disaapointed, think dat lily is dirty n break wif her.
then lily very sad
after dat lily know some1 new
it’s bond.wif taekwando black level.
lily told bond o about dat…
bond very angry n hence go beat lobert.
~~the end~~
n we r required 2 answer it’s whose fault.
who r innocent…
some sort like dat…
kekeke….
childish things I think.
every1 have their own opinion rite.
but after o,
I must say dat,
I think lily is wrong.
n actually lobert is ntg wrong la…

then, it’s my english speaking test…
sumting I don like so much is mr.ashok tangguhkan our speaking test n replace it wif sum speaking practise 1st.
I know it’s 4 our own good,
but now other class have finished their speaking test ady,
n v juz start…
it seem like v r left behind so far away…
I’m same group wif mohammad hafiz ( practicum leader), nasrul nizam (mayb u prefer 2 call him roy) n oso nick "ahmad…" ( I juz know it’s nick) in muet speking group…
so far,
v o do a nice job la…
can communicate very well…
have a nice time…
bek 2 d topic la….my speaking test…
so disappointed 2 myself….
I"m too anxious until I think I might talk sumting which is unrelevant to my question…
watever la…
juz 4get about dat…

so far it’s like dat.

bt I still think dat our preparation 4 d mid-autunm festival is still a mess…
juz hopefully it’s nt raining dat nite…
n everything going well…
dowan our effort bcum rubbish….
it’s v all baby….
I think it should b a cute baby…

wat can I say??

maybe juz~~
insya-Allah