Archive for June, 2005

miss u

Saturday, June 25th, 2005

Mayb I’m dat kind of people who easily feel lonely.

so…easily miss someone else.my friends, my family and especially my mami.

I’m seldom miss my home.I donno y.I juz very very miss my family people.plus plus,I seldom phone back home.everytime phone 2 mami, will definitely cry until fi li fe le…then still wan to pretend like I’m very very strong I din cry,so juz say "oh oh" when mami telling me something.pretend like I’m still ok.I dono mami know wat I’m trying 2 pretend or not, she juz will say "ok la. bye bye" when I started 2 "oh oh" 4 a while.

I’m not manja le.I juz cannot stand it when I suddenly heard the voice dat I miss 4 so long time.so I seldom phone my mami.but but…my mami alwiz phone me…I think mami very very miss me too.

it’s a weird feeling.when u know someone love u, n u love her too,u still donno wat to do.I even try 2 not call mami so much.so dat I can pretend I’m not miss her so much.but everytime feel lonely or the school life is too harsh,my tear will automaticlly drop down until I tell myself I cant b so fragile n I must hang on 4 my own good.at least I can’t disppointed my mami.

so so…. I juz want 2 say, I love mami.n I miss u. even I don phone u.

I like this recently

Friday, June 10th, 2005

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No way

Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?

Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says…

The reason you never cross my mind is because you’re always on my mind. The reason why I don’t like you is because I love you. The reason I don’t want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn’t cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn’t live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I’m not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

my food

Tuesday, June 7th, 2005

what can I complain more about my college’s food that my stomach disgusted everyday? cheap(every meal won’t exceed 2 ringit if u dont take big big fish n big big meat),the canteen owner is very nice(even ask us 2 call him "lao gong" (dearest husband)…wahaha,definitely not la,he wont like dat la,he ask me 2 call him "lao gong gong" (old uncle)one.)and then d enviroment is still ok.wont be very dirty.

so I think it’s juz my problem la. I like spicy food.I juz cant take spicy food.I know dis sound useless,but dis time I must blame my tongue…wahaha.really really cannot take spicy food.it’s juz totally make me suffer n waste ‘n’ litre of water everytime.so better I keep myself away from the spicy food.

so… like dat….then there r almost no any dishes 4 me 2 choose.ya…now really cannot stand anymore la.the dishes dat SUIT me is juz fried nugget n oso egg.sometime mayb got some vegetables dat seen like still under my spicy limit.now very very unhealthy u know…everyday egg egg egg.sometime 1 meal ate 3 eggs.1 is fried egg.1 is boiled egg.n the last 1 is fried egg with some small small vegetable.

N my problem is I’m still ADDICTED 2 egg…walau….Just like I’m still ADDICTED 2 simple plan.