miss u
Saturday, June 25th, 2005Mayb I’m dat kind of people who easily feel lonely.
so…easily miss someone else.my friends, my family and especially my mami.
I’m seldom miss my home.I donno y.I juz very very miss my family people.plus plus,I seldom phone back home.everytime phone 2 mami, will definitely cry until fi li fe le…then still wan to pretend like I’m very very strong I din cry,so juz say "oh oh" when mami telling me something.pretend like I’m still ok.I dono mami know wat I’m trying 2 pretend or not, she juz will say "ok la. bye bye" when I started 2 "oh oh" 4 a while.
I’m not manja le.I juz cannot stand it when I suddenly heard the voice dat I miss 4 so long time.so I seldom phone my mami.but but…my mami alwiz phone me…I think mami very very miss me too.
it’s a weird feeling.when u know someone love u, n u love her too,u still donno wat to do.I even try 2 not call mami so much.so dat I can pretend I’m not miss her so much.but everytime feel lonely or the school life is too harsh,my tear will automaticlly drop down until I tell myself I cant b so fragile n I must hang on 4 my own good.at least I can’t disppointed my mami.
so so…. I juz want 2 say, I love mami.n I miss u. even I don phone u.